I really should stop staying up later than Johnny. At least, that is, if I'm going to go on the computer. There is always something online that makes me think of my mom and tear up a bit. I'm getting better though, as long as I don't think about her.
I've been rather nauseous for the last month or so. It has not been very pleasant. It can make me kinda cranky, in which cases I feel sorry for my dear husband. He's a great sport, though. We're trying to decide whether or not moving to Texas is a very feasible option right now. It's been pretty sunny lately, so hopefully it's not just because the sun is finally shining!! We have a tendency to like Utah when the sun is shining and dislike it when it's cloudy,gray, and cold. We would save a lot of money if we were to stay here. Moving expenses are ridiculous!! I could go to UVU and Johnny could go to BYU. I think that I would really like the Outdoor Recreation degree at UVU. It sounds like fun! Either that or the Physical Education degree. I mean, how cool would it be to be a PE teacher?!!! I think that I would love it. It could also branch into other things, too...like personal training, or working at a gym, or coaching, or...well, I'm sure lots of things!! I could work at a recreational camp or a park or something. I don't really know. I could be a writer. I don't know what I would write about, though. The problem is that I still don't know what I want to be when I grow up. That's a lie. My dream would actually probably be a stay-at-home-mom. That's not very feasible, though. I will probably need a real career and while I love the Army, I cannot stand the thought of deployments and trainings that could take me away from my family. A lot has changed since I first joined. I also hate the thought of Johnny doing military as a career. I don't want my dear husband to be away from me!! However, I firmly believe that he should be whatever he wants to be when he "grows up". I will never intentionally hold him back from a good opportunity or from doing what he wants to do.
So anyway, we're definitely rethinking the whole Texas thing. We should know within the next week or so what we're going to do. If we do stay here, though, I think we're going to get a new place. A bigger place. I am so excited to finally decorate a place of my own. To own my own furniture!!! I love looking for good deals. I've already begun looking at apartments and furniture on KSL and craigslist. It's fantastic. I believe that I would probably have a great career in real estate, or at a travel agency, on account of how frequently I look for awesome, less expensive, vacations, or how many excel spreadsheets I've made listing all of the possible apartments found online for a certain area along with their amenities. I could, and do, spend hours doing that kind of thing. My time could probably be better employed...if I had anything of importance to do...besides feeling like throwing up.
